After a long absence I find myself frequenting again. As I was explaining in my last entry a lot has changed, and I think Im a part of that. I see so many differences in myself just by reading some of my old blogs. It's hard to believe that I was once that person. I think that I've gained many strenghts since last year. Which reminds me, some friends and I were talking about the hardships in our lives and how we could all do without them, but I don't really think that we could. In my opinion it's part of the people we become. If we didn't have our hardships, we'd have nothing to gain our strengths from and wouldn't have had anything to learn form. "Pain is the best teacher"  And that's very true, but only if you let it be. If you dwell on them and learn no leason at all then it doesn't do anything at all.

Anyways, tonight was pretty nice. I finally got to see Eric, I hadn't gotten to see him in so long and it was so great just to lay in his arms and watch the fireworks. We were right under them so it was so beautiful. The only downfall is that little chunks of the fireworks were hitting us...well Amber and I, Eric didn't really get hit at all. Psssh lucky!! haha. Anyways, So much happened last night I dont even know if its worth talking about, but lets just say that it wasnt too good of a day.