Its amazing the things we all go thru in life. The heartaches, the pains, the loves, the fun, the hurt, the fears, the strengths, the courage, the houses, the jobs,the friends, the family, the drama, the excitement, and most importantly the faith. I feel that everything I've ever went thru, every heartache, every love, every bit of drama, every ounce of pain. EVERYTHING, was for a reason. All the events of my past, all the people of my past. All for a reason. Here I am now, about to marry the most amazing man ever, and I just cant believe it. And I know that if one thing would have went differntly until the point that i met him, that I just may not have. So if I had to go back and redo anything, I would change a thing because in the off change that I wouldnt have him, it just wouldn't be worth it.

I've never felt this type of excitement, never knew this type of love. And its then that I realize that when I was feeling down, when I was feeling lost, when I was feeling broken and alone, God was preparing me for the best, healing my wounds, and stirring into the right direction. And knowing that, you just have to believe in him.

God has given me so much. Ron and I have been through so much together.  I can't imagine their being anyone else.  Now lets just pray that we'll be getting a new addition to our family soon =)

We already have names picked out. Just waiting for the day to come... God has blessed us already with so much, all we want is this one last one, a very special one. And if not thats ok, Im still a step-mommy and thats great too.